BernanaRama
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
growing old
this only seemed more apparent as i met my old SISPEC buddy yesterday. btw his name is parngwayz and we talked about a lot of stuff, like when going to work, going where to study, telling jokes, bio-ing char bors then as we talked i realised that i really am going to become an adult. no more being a TEENager, got to be more mature, think more rationally and be more responsible. when i was still like freaking young, i couldnt wait to be an adult, but now i wish that i could slow time down and learn more about being an adult before being an adult.
that's because i am really like not ready to become an adult at all sia, i mean like both mentally and physically. i still look like a freaking boy boy sia, knn. my mental and physical state simply dont match up with the age. so i guess i gotta work doubly hard at being an adult. anyway as we were talking, we went into comic connection and started looking at games, then i realised that i didnt used to be as much of a gamer as i was last time. now tone down a lot, another sign of become older. then we saw some christmas decoration, then i said, "oh yah christmas is coming but doesnt feel like it."
then we started to say that as we grow older, the festive season doesnt seem to affect us as much, dammit another freaking sign of getting older. then today at the bowling alley, the auntie asked how old am i then i told her i am 20 then she said
"WAH BIG BOY ALREADY HOR?"
then in my mind i was thinking
"WAH LAN EH, I AM O-L-D!!! NOOOOOO...."
oh well gotta look on the bright side yeah? at least growing old has its perks too, i guess its all about the mentality, and that is something i gotta work harder on. how i wish it was as simple as upgrading a computer or something. like take out some "teenager" chip from your brain then put in an "adult" chip. but oh well life wouldnt be called life if it was so convenient rite? haha. anyway enough about being old, cause i bet the next youtube video i am gonna share is gonna make you laugh and forget about ever being old. haha enjoy and Cheerios!
BerNANA SpLiTtInG at 6:08 PM [comment]
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