BernanaRama
Saturday, September 29, 2007
kai bu liao kou
Wah lao eh, this video make me damn emo sia. cause i could really relate to it, so now i am back to being emo bernana again. haha i wonder if anyone has the same feelings that i do, cause sometimes you really like someone but just because you never make your feelings known then in the end you didnt end up with that person. doesnt it just makes you feel damn regretful? you might have had a chance if you had told her that you liked her but now she is with someone else.
then after that you start feeling like crap cause you have no idea whether to wait for her or to actually give up totally and wait for a better girl. if you decide to wait for her, then you start thinking what if the guy she is with is the one she is gonna marry, then you start thinking if you give up totally, will you be like subconsciously just looking for a substitute? which would be very unfair to the other girl.
then lets say the girl does breakup, then you dont know when to actually tell her your feelings cause you are worried that it might be too early and she might just wanna have someone to rely on until she recovers, in which case, you will become the substitute and become hurt at the end. then you think what if you wait too long and she gets attached with someone else. so in the end, you might end up waiting and waiting for that girl you are so in love with just because you are too afraid to take the first step.
so what i am trying to say is, it might be too hard and too scary to take the first step in expressing your feelings to someone but if you dont do it, you might live with the regret forever, but then again i think if the girl is a very good fren and the chances are damn slim, it is better not to jeopardise such a beautiful friendship. haha so i guess in the end i still havent figure out when and how to tell a girl that you like her and i am still damn regretful.
haha oh well thats the live of an emo bernana. but oh well must think positive, if life gives you lemons, make lemonade with it yah? haha. anyway just wanna end off this emo post with something on the lighter side, its a very popular episode of the mrbrownshow about the DAVE TEO incident. haha Cheerios! :)
BerNANA SpLiTtInG at 2:11 PM [comment]
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